Why oh why do you do this to me......?

Just when I thought u walked away, leaving me in bitterness and nothingness, do you come back? I moved on thinking  you will never come back.......... will what happened happen again?

I have just picked myself up and you come back. I do care for you but do really do in return? Have you any idea how much hurt u caused me that I had practically no strength to pick myself back again, Have you no sense of how much I was bleeding when u told someone else that u have nothing to do with me anymore and I of all people had no idea of it.

Why? Just tell me.... does it hurt so much..... 

Will history repeat itself again? Will I be able to stand up straight if this all occured again...........?

Tell me.....